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I Choose — Is Mine

I prayed for zero problem
I begged my days are joyful and blessed only
Zero
I got myself only into an ego state, just to prove my faith
(I struggle more when I fight)
Get into messy
Got out of messy
Get into messy
(sing; “the wheel on the bus go round and round, round and round..” )
All are fighter fights hard, tired with endless weary
Squeezing all little efforts to put my future
In this universe of space, I want to shape
Got out of it with all the achy aches
How I’ve overcome, to swim out of trouble, again, I don’t know. God is kind
I need a break
I am blessed nonetheless
I am calling out to all superhero
Self-help
Self-Improvement
Self-awareness
Are you another ‘self-indulgent’
Or are you entertainment for my weakening faith
Help me, God. Tell me, what are they?